weaker

you cant stare straight into the eyes of darkness
or right your battles alone
so use your chosen weapon
like your ever-growing ego

tell the believeable story
every chance you get
ignore the ones who doubt you
but you know that they're a threat

hiding beneath that blanket
wont do you any good
when the lies are thrown back at you
then you'll be understood

you cant sit on a cloud forever
for soon its sure to rain
and you'll fall back into the real world
with more fools to entertain

so when your shoes dissolve beneath you
and you feel small again
dont turn to me for help
because I wont bother to pretend.

together

the untamed melody
of a heart beating faster
the notes are so quick
that the lyrics dont matter
and the words dont count
when they're pointing right at her
the song is useless
when her dreams are all shattered

the un thinkable comments
from the broken hearted
the sad song ended
before it even started
the feelings you have
are now uncharted
since the people who listened
have departed

the beat in my heart
is the same in the song
but you cannot admit
that you were wrong
i'mm the girl in your words
I was here all along
so come back to where
you belong

man that one was gay but i like it. hahah

the sounds waves break the barrier
between the seing and the blind
when you unclog your ears from all your lies
my words wont seem too kind

but while i'm waiting i'll just stare
at the person who cant look back
and holding on to all your "could be's"
will fade into the black

everybodys seeing you
but you cant face the deaf
they cant see whos inside of you
you might as well hold your breath

OMIGOD! IM ACTUALLY UPDATING SOME CRAPPPP!!!!!!

haha this one has a gay title, but i wrote it at like midnight so oh well, and its short haha

The broken hearted mind
thinks silently
inside the lines

outside the box
lives the world

dead and thoughtless
the heart beats quietly

but stuck inside
it waits
and cries.

i wrote two poems lol since like july..but oh well read!

oOoOo I really like this one...if you dont understand it...then oh well! But i LOVE IT!

Dusty Tears

I'm running through this spiral
that seems to never end
and stumble upon something familiar
the memory of my former self
it stands amongst a crowd of strangers
who overlook the deepness of it all
and look past my life as it seems to be
have I been forgotten?

A room full of aquaintances
that speak the language of a broken heart
with a slit down the center
and a hole in which the words spill out
onto a torn paper
neglected by my better half
abused by the weak who can't make up their minds
is this how it must stay?

dusty tears worn old by sorrow
fall into the ink
and leave footsteps on the useless ground
which shall never be seen
the dirt left on my soul
by the ones I must look up to
when life goes on
I'm stuck here in the past
Time stands still
As I slowly fade away
In the memory of whom I love

Okay okay, and this one i dont like that much lol.

Hidden

They always looked right at her
into her dark brown eyes
but the one thing that you couldn't see
she was screaming silent cries

no one really heard them
she hid herself so well
torturing no one but herself
so no one could ever tell

fading into darkness
the moon turned into sun
she slid into the blackest room
to the only place she could run

she knew that she was lost now
the addiction turned to fear
she had nothing left to cover
the problem became so clear

to stare into her lifeless soul
clear, but in shades of gray
her secrets poured right out of her
all the things she couldnt say

oOo how morbid lol. its not me..i have blue eyes. and im not dead. lol ok well im glad i updated now. read them..hah

lizzie

Okay, I know I havent updated..but I have only written like 2 poems im proud of! hahaha No but seriously, I've been busy, so I'll try to update soon, maybe when I get the computer in my room hooked up...I have to type out ALL THE POEMS IVE WRITTEN between May 22nd and today..eek! Okay well bye

lizzie